wow okay so i just found this and i haven't been on this website in so many years. it just restored a draft that was from november 2013 and i can't believe that was the last time i actually checked here. it's quite strange and yet oddly enlightening reading my old entries and seeing what used to bother me and what issues plagued me a few years ago (mostly it seems to be centred around exams, funny how that hasn't changed). but it's...nice? strange? to think about the people that have come into my life since then - people who i didn't even know existed before this year, for example, and yet they've become some of my closest friends. or people who i've known for years but never really connected with, and yet suddenly i've never been more comfortable with anyone else. i've definitely had a year of first times for things, and i can't say i regret any of it. it's all been enlightening and definitely a learning curve for me. i'm still trying to figure myself out and what i want to do with my life but honestly i don't think i'll ever fully know. i guess that's just how life goes. right now i just plan to try and enjoy it and not worry myself with small things that honestly won't matter in a few years time. ah well. it's just nice to have somewhere to write things down again without worrying about who will see it and what people will think.
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